The Way of Light by Esther and Her Gang!

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Dear Readers, I have proposed a group meditation round robin game for my telepathy practice group. Each person will come up with a meditation for the others to do. The reason for the new game is to get to know each other better. I have been getting quite a few pushes in that direction. Hopefully we will learn something about each other and open up our heart to heart connections more. I have proposed the following meditation for the first week. A woman walks into a bar to meet a guide…J Hopefully it is not the start to a bad joke! I told them I wanted it to be a social place where they felt relaxed and comfortable so they could change the location from bar to coffee shop, park, bonfire at the beach, you name it. I also told them that I wanted all of us to be there even if there was very little interaction with the others during the meditation (to just let it flow how it wanted to). As to the guide, that could be anything or anyone who shows up. We also put off the telepathic sending while we are doing this, which I totally miss. Or maybe it is my new friends in my inbox everyday that I miss. The following is the summary of my meditation when I played with it.

I don’t drink much any more but still appreciate the odd beer or margarita. I needed a break in my day and seeing how it was mid-afternoon I decided to place myself in a nice cool beer garden. I closed my eyes and found myself outside of a bar. I walked inside; it was dim and cool in there. I went to the bar along the back wall and ordered a Corona with a lime. I took my beer outside to the beer garden. It was shady and comfortable with cushioned chairs and the sound of a water fountain running. I saw the group gathered in one area and went over and sat down. I felt comfortable and relaxed. Someone proposed a “cheers” and we all clinked drinks. Everyone was calmly and quietly talking amongst themselves. I leaned my head back on my chair and closed my meditative eyes. I remembered I was supposed to meet a guide. As soon as the thought occurred I sense a tall presence walk up to me on my left. I open my meditative eyes but his body is blurred out. I get the impression of height and a purple/blue color. I ask him his name and hear “Armond”. He says he is here to guide me on the “way of the light”. I ask what kind of being he is and hear that I would call him an Extra Terrestrial. “Of course. Who else would meet me in a bar these days.” I quip.

I then feel bad about being flippant and tell him that I am sorry; that it is nice to meet him and that I am glad he is there to help. He seems to understand my bad manners and says, “It is to be expected. You have had a complete rewiring.” I see an image of the synapses in my brain being unplugged and re-plugged in a wave like fashion. No wonder I had felt so spacey for about two weeks. Well, thank God they didn’t do it all at once. As I typed that last sentence I heard, “They call that death.” LOL I bet they do!

“What is the purpose of the rewire?” I inquire. “To see better and to hear better” he says. “And how long do I have before I upgrade again?” I ask. He looks out into the distance towards the fall. (How I know he is looking toward the fall, I do not know) “So tell me about the way of the light?” I ask him. “It is a way of life and a way to reach out to others” he replies. “To communicate?” I ask. “To communicate but more — to experience, to feel, to be there” he states. “And what do you want to teach us about the way of the light?” I ask. He is talking to me at this point but he is turned so that the entire group can be included in the conversation. He is balancing a ball of light in his palm. “Whatever you wish,” he replies. “We are working on communication, as I’m sure you know.” I say. “That is why I am here.” He states. “So what do you want to teach us about communication?” I ask.

“First RELEASE. Let the energy travel how it does best.” I get an image of the instant communication between two atoms that have been separated during scientific experiments. “So it happens instantly?” I inquire. “Yes” he says. “What is number two?” “Second is TRUST. Trust that you have sent it and trust that you have received it.” I see an image of an item being sent. When it arrives at another person’s space, it flickers down through a bunch of morphs until it finishes up with what they actually receive. “So are my atoms intermingling with theirs?” I wonder. “No you are all one. But the human race sees themselves as individuals now…” he responds. Ahhh “Hence the distortion field between minds.” I realize. “What is number three?” I ask. “Third is BELIEVE.” He replies. “How is that different from trust?” I ask him. “Believe that in a short period of time for your race, that you will be communicating this way.” Generations, I think to myself, but wanting to be optimistic I say, “Decades?” “Years for those who are on the front path.” He replies. “So keep practicing,” I say. “Yes” he agrees, and he shows me an image of a send only going through three or four morphs before arriving as what is received. “So keep looking for the similarities!” I say. “Yes, you have all already figured that out.” He replies.

I ask where he is from and he say “from far away”. I ask if he is alive currently. (I don’t know why I ask that.) He says no. “So why do you identify as an ET?” I say confused. “That is what I have most experience with.” He says back. “When/If you reincarnate will you go back there?” I ask him. He says yes. “So why are you way over here playing with us humans?” I inquire with a smile. “It is all one playground.” He tells me. I thank him for coming to meet me. He tells me he is there to meet all of us and any of us can contact him. I tell him he has permission to help with any advice while I am sending or receiving. He agrees to this. I raise my glass for a final toast with everyone and then go back home.

I look up the meaning of Armond when I open my eyes. Every name site has the same meaning, something to do with a soldier. It doesn’t ring true as to what he is trying to communicate with his name. Then out of the corner of my eye, I see that one website, ourbabynamer.com, has the numerology of a name. When I plug in Armond, I get this: Expression # 11 Soul Urge #7 Personality #22

Now I like Kryon’s description of what numbers mean; after a quick search I find dnawakeup.com that gives his descriptions. #11 stands for Illumination (and is a master number of course). #7 stands for Divinity Wholeness-Perfection-Learning Life. #22 stands for Master Builder-Cosmic Law (and is another master number). So WOW. I love it when that happens! Hello Armond!

For my next meditation of the week I decided to go visit Kawsh and Pim. I have not hung out with them in a while and have been wanting to check out the plants on their planet ever since I hung out with Anton on his uber camouflaged planet. I swooped down their “waterfall” feature and took the river to the waterfall in the city cavern. I hovered over the falls. I called to them and then we were all three in a triangle configuration floating in the air like skydivers. I laughed and said, “Sorry, I didn’t mean for you to meet me up here!” We float down until we land by some boulders beside the river. I ask them to show me what grows in the cave behind the volcanic vent. I hear that it is “lichen”. “Like moss?” I ask. “Similar” I hear. I ask what color it is and they take me into the cavern and show me that it is clear and jelly like. It is growing on the floor and walls. There are a couple of different kinds, some longer and thicker than others. But generally about six inches tall. I ask why it grows clear. There is sunlight in here. They tell me that the light is diffuse. That it is not like we were outside on the surface. They tell me that the light helps it grow bigger than it naturally would. I ask if there are other caves where they grow and harvest other things. We pop into a cavern with no light and there is a gentle waterfall trickling down the walls, which have this black plant growing on them. It looks like seaweed but is thicker maybe about an inch or so. It feels like cactus, minus the spines. It is about the length of my forearm and is hanging down the wall. The floor of the cavern is covered in the plants more thickly and they are standing straight up. There is a shallow pool of water on the floor which maybe helps them stand up easier. Or maybe when they grow to a certain length on the wall, gravity pulls them down. We go up to the surface and I ask them what the name of the planet is again. I have been calling it Koletash but I don’t think I have it right. Now that I can communicate better lets see what they will tell me. I don’t hear anything at first but then hear the sound of its name in a clicky chirpy sort of way. Am I hearing it in their language?!! I ask again and hear the same thing. So I ask them to tell me what the planet’s name means. “The one who grows us.” I am told. They don’t seem too happy with the word grow and think about using “develops” instead. I ask if they think of the planet as their mother and they say, “There is no gender. It has evolved past a gender.” INTERESTING!

I don’t know if you recall but they call their planet systems (yes plural) The Zone. I ask them to show me another planet in their Zone. I am suddenly on a smooth dark red planet. The ground is weird and is sucking me down but I am not stuck and can pull myself back up. But when I pull myself back up I am immediately sucked back down. The struggle doesn’t last long; I decide to go see where it wants to take me. I am then inside the planet, under the crust. The planet is hollow inside but I can feel something “strong” from the area where the center of the planet should be. It looks like a ball of light or a ball of energy of some sort. There is also a column that comes down from the ceiling and up from the floor and connects to this energy. I don’t know if they physically touch it or just get near it. It reminds me of the core of an apple. The column is thicker and arches out as it meets the crust of the planet but is very skinny compared to the size of the interior of the planet. The rest is quite slender with the energy ball in the exact center. So imagine, if you will, an apple that is hollow except for the core and the outside skin is completely intact. I ask if the planet is manufactured and they say that it is “Natural”. Well Whoa! I can feel my mind bending again! There is a city on the curve of the inner surface across from me. I am hanging from something and it is hard to focus. I can’t tell what I am hanging from or if the something is holding me. It seems to move but I can’t seem to focus on it for long. The same is true for the ball in the center and the city across the way. I can’t seem to focus on Kawsh and Pim either. I think that that is enough of a vibrational introduction for the day and send out little hearts with wings to my guys as a goodbye. I think that amuses them greatly (score!).

The next couple of days fly by and when I am going to bed one night I start thinking about meditation and how fun it is. I start thinking about how I am enjoying the new meditation game and how interesting it is to see what the others experience. Somehow this line of thinking leads me to looking up the definition of meditation. When I do that I have a startling revelation. Meditation is primarily about centering and keeping your focus on the now moment. What I am doing (and I know others do it as well) is not meditation then. Right? What the hell? Even the definition of guided meditation (which is what I thought I was doing) isn’t a fit. Guided meditation is when someone else, either in person or on a recording, helps you focus and stay in the now moment. I look up the root of the word meditation to see if that will help me. I find an online Etymology Dictionary at etymonline.com. It has the following:
meditation (n.)  c.1200, “contemplation; devout preoccupation; devotions, prayer,” from Old French meditacion “thought, reflection, study,” and directly from Latin meditationem (nominative meditatio) “a thinking over, meditation,” noun of action from past participle stem of meditari “to meditate, think over, reflect, consider,” frequentative form from PIE root *med- “to measure, limit, consider, advise, take appropriate measures” (cognates: Greek medesthai “think about,” medon “ruler;” Latin modus “measure, manner,” modestus “moderate,” modernus “modern,” mederi “to heal,” medicus “physician;” Sanskrit midiur “I judge, estimate;” Welsh meddwl “mind, thinking;” Gothic miton, Old English metan “to measure;” also see medical).

Meaning “discourse on a subject” is early 14c.; meaning “act of meditating, continuous calm thought upon some subject” is from late 14c. The Latin verb also had stronger senses: “plan, devise, practice, rehearse, study.”

So that doesn’t really answer my question. What am I doing if I am not meditating? The closest thing I can find is this line from wikipedia.

New Age meditation evolved into a range of purposes and practices, from serenity and balance to access to other realms of consciousness to the concentration of energy in group meditation to the supreme goal of samadhi, as in the ancient yogic practice of meditation.[129] The part about accessing other realms of consciousness held the most interest to me. I am traveling to other worlds, as of late. I have traveled to different places on this world and for the better part of the last few years my meditations took me on many journeys of self-discovery and healing/clearing. I look up astral projection and astral travel. That is not what I am doing either. With both of those it is an Out Of Body Experience. While that sounds super cool, I am very conscious of the fact that I stay in my body and am present in more than one place at a time.

This is a very weird moment for me and I decide to do a “meditation” to find out more. I sit on my bed and call to someone who can best help answer my question. “If I am not meditating then what the hell am I doing?” I expect one of my friends to show up but no, that is not who I see. I see a big round belly first. (LOL) It is dressed in a brown leather-looking garment. The garment is patterned with squares and a metal rivet in each corner where the squares meet each other. The large belly is connected to a large chest and I keep looking up and see a human face with black shoulder length hair and a long black mustache. He is much bigger than me. I feel like a child next to him. (What is it with me and all the Extra Large friends that I am making?) He reminds me of an ancient Mongolian warrior in garb and appearance. He tells me that his name is Ee-Lam. The room we are in is wooden and rectangular with a white/grey stone circle in the center. He is sitting on the edge of the circle, like it is a bench. I ask if he is a soldier and he laughs and says, “No I am a guide.” I ask him my question. “What am I doing if I am not meditating right now?” He says, “It is taking what you have and spreading it about.” This is accompanied by a visual. He is holding a ball of something in his hand and he casts it out into a field of twinkling stars. He tells me that it is taking your conscience and letting it travel along with the light. “The way of the light!” I say. “Yes!” he is happy that I know about this. So that is how I can pop in to Gloria’s home as quick a shutting my eyes. A part of my consciousness is using light to go where I want it. “And that is how you communicate with someone when you are walking around going about your day and think of them.” He tells me. “What about the speed of light?” I ask him. “Intent changes the speed of light.” He replies.

“So my light travels, do they always exist in a physical place? When I meditate that I am a kite, where is that happening at?” I inquire. (I had a fun experience the night before where I did that very thing.) “Not all your travels take you to a physical place but they happen none the less. When you are a kite, you are teaching yourself expansion, sensory awareness, the ability to change your shape and learning other details about yourself, about your soul and about your current and future paths and goals (and some of your past as well).” He explains to me. “There seem to be many people exploring this way of consciousness travel.” I state. “Yes. There are many who are playing with it and a few who have mastered it.” He says. “What does a master of it do?” I ask. “Traveling physically with the light” is his response.

I tell him it is nice to meet someone whose name doesn’t start with A, like my last two new friends. (Big Smile) He laughs and says, “It is nice to meet you too little girl.” “Can I come again?” I ask him. “Always, always, you are welcome.”

I went back through my notes and found what Armond had just told me about The Way of the Light. “It is a way of life and a way to reach out to others” he replies. “To communicate?” I ask. “To communicate but more — to experience, to feel, to be there” he states. So his statement about to experience, to feel, to be there, takes on a whole new and deeper meaning when we are no longer talking just about telepathy. That is how I feel when I meditate. I may be centered and staying in the now moment—or the connection wouldn’t be taking place—but I literally do feel like I am spreading myself around. I am not necessarily calm while I do it however. I am curious, excited, confused, gob-smacked, amused, overwhelmed, sad, happy, and fascinated as each experience unfolds. Most of all, I am fascinated, fascinated, fascinated!

So am I meditating? Do we need another sub-heading or to add another branch to the definition? Maybe what others and I do has been put under meditation because it is about spiritual and personal growth. It seems to me that perhaps it is something else entirely that has grown out of the introspection of ourselves. We have expanded what our consciousness can do, and will continue to do so. I think we need a new word to describe it. Hmmmm…

Until Next Time—All My Love,
Esther

 

Seeding the Earth from Afar… Another Journey Unfolds.

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Here is a brand new sharing from a wonderful lady named Suzanne.  She really shows that not only do we humans have celestial origins, so do many things growing and living on earth as well.  Here is what she is learning and understanding from her star family:

 

Thanks to Lisa I am being guided to my connections to ET which I know have been there from as long as I can remember but due to my childhood  and adolescence   the way of communicating was pushed down from my memory.

In early 2012 I came upon a website that resonated with me and began to read listen and then join in dream flights. This was the beginning of my soul opening after so many years of knowing things but being unaware as to how and why I knew these things. Sometimes my mouth would open and out would pop a sentence that had me thinking where on earth did that spring from, or how did I know that before they did. As I moved along in my journey I came to brick walls that no matter how hard I tried I could not get through, over or around them. In saying that what would I find on the other side  if anything at all. It was much like the wall I had encased my soul in which for a time I shed in my early teens only for it to begin building again as the old trust issue raised its head once more. It has taken  me thirty five give or take years to realize that it is not trusting Humanity be they Male or Female, it is trusting in ME! that was the key that would open and eventually dismantle the walls I came into contact with.  Little did I know that as each brick came down the world I live in would change so much. What I see and feel is so far removed from what I had imagined  was the way life is and always would be. You see I began to have glimpses of universes/ worlds so unlike this one with beings of such beauty and yes very different to how we look  but the heart the center the language of light they emitted is in resonance with our own hearts our souls  and is connected to our point of origin and to this Earth.  July 23/2012 was  another day I sat to meditate and again take notes but what was different about this meditation is that I saw myself in another time and place. In this place I was an Indian of old who lived in what is today called America which in itself may not be overly strange but in this time I was also able to shape-shift. I will place this meditation journey here now before I move on.

I am sitting here but am some how transported to another time another place. I am souring high above the soft white clouds, the winds catching my great wings as I climb ever higher looking for that place the one where I was at one with all things so very long ago.

Then I sense a familiar sound , a rhythm, I begin to descend through the clouds again. I land on a ridge and look around  then I take flight again as growing on the  far side of the great mountain I spy the wild flowers of my youth .  As I land  a strange mist appears that swirls around me encasing me in an overwhelming  blanket of Love.

I begin to run feeling the warmth of the rising sun on my face, I pause for a moment  as realizations sets in, I am in Human form again. My eyes survey  the area and rest upon a well-worn path which I proceed along for about an hour. It curves to the contours of the mountain leading upward suddenly I hear a familiar sound echoing from below.  I begin to run again through the forest of Ancient trees until I come to a clearing. I stand transfixed as I look upon the beauty of  a waterfall with a large pool of crystal clear water. Her music has not altered  the rhythm untouched by time.  I move further into the clearing and look around me walking toward  steps cut from the rock I begin to ascend once more until I reach the top. I have found my place high above the plains. I sit cross-legged and drink in the many wonders I see before me.

Forward to this time  13/05 2014  My first ET session which I wont go into detail as it is specifically for my growth but two came through. One called Chief Running Bear, He was in full headdress down his back and legs.  The other Shimmering Star. What many would term a medicine women but she is much more than that. so much more. They were with me in the time long long ago when I was part of their tribe. What I now know is that we came from Lyra/vector five (Planet/Realm) this is where I will stop now and place the first mediation I have done this week.

I Have eyes of heaven playing and see myself dancing in the lush green grass as wildflowers dance on the breeze then I am laying down on the grass watching the clouds flow on the breeze, above me there is the blue sky, suddenly I am floating upward and find myself in a bubble with a button that says up but I do not get to push it. It is the notes of music flowing through  me that  begin to make  the clear bubble rise I am now sitting in into space. In the distance is a shining golden star which draws me in like a magnet where next I find myself jumping down onto the lush green landscape beneath me. It is then I notice around me are very ancient trees so tall, taller than I have ever seen. Before me in a clearing is a glass building in the shape of I want to say Pyramid but it is a Tepee on the top is an Eagle it wings spread.  Emanating from this buildings glass facets are rays of light, a rainbow spectrum. Then I hear the noise of a hawk and then see three flying above becoming me so I follow them to a large stream bordered with plants and grasses rocks trees. The colors are so lush and vibrant. I bend to place my hand in the water when I feel a sudden pull into the water. As soon as the water touches my skin I feel its essence in every pore  filling me with life with breath, waiting for me is a dolphin. I grab hold and we swim out into the center where there is another glass building. The difference here is it spans as far as my eyes can see, this one is like a dome many facets in the shape of a hive. As I swim to the, I want to say jetty but its more like a path on the water, a figure appears she smiles as I now stand before her and  says come as she links her arm through mine and leads me inside. I do not have the words to explain the view it is like I have stepped into yet another world the plants the colors as I am taking this all in I hear her say welcome to Lyra and she gestures to the land before me. There is a sound so familiar so welcoming then a rush of wind , no it’s not wind it is butterfly’s of cobalt blue so beautiful . It is then I raise my hands upward and from my palms come crystal bubbles rainbows fly out from them and merge with the lands and within me a surge flows upward and I am transformed into an eagle and fly high above the land viewing it as I have viewed it before and as I reach the ocean I transform into human form again diving deep beneath the waters to swim with the dolphins who are waiting. In the distance I see a mountain the rocks shimmer as if lit with gold and bronze. I am helped out of the water by another who is an Indian brave I thank him and begin to climb to the ridge above where I sit and before me is Chief running Bear. It is then he begins to speak.
When you sit upon the mountain  you hear the heartbeat of the land as it hears the heartbeat that is you. It is through the heartbeat that when you walk upon the ground it becomes fertile for it is linked to you as you are linked to it. The heart song speaks of the time of long ago this was and is the song of Love, of light. The feminine is the womb of life and the Masculine is the seed of life you cannot have one without the other, to do so means life does not exist. It is so of all living things all are bound to the law of one for they cannot exist outside of it. Many life times ago we traveled to The Earth to help seed it with life along with others. The plants and trees are from many other planets bought here to give a variety of beings a feeling of home a connection to the land, to where they came from. It is so with the animals that have also walked and swum and crawled upon the Earth that you at this point in time find yourself. The ancient city walls and writings depict plant life and animal life. They are within the ceremonies, depicted on their clothes along with specific colors and  symbols.The balance of life needs to be addressed and it is through what you know that needs to brought out into the open. The language of light must again flow forth. Within your hands you have healing it has always been there and as the days flow you feel the heat intensifying not just in your hands but your feet also. This is the grounding to the heart of Earth the Heart of home as I speak you feel the vibration on the souls of your feet. You are unsure of my words but you see the Hawk always when you travel and the last time you saw three am I right. (Yes my daughter even commented on there being three and wanted to know what her totem animal was, to which I told her I do not know all I do know is that the hawk has always been with me.) I have heard the drum beats only once as I drifted to sleep why can’t I hear them now? I am tired so I am going to stop. I still wonder if what flows from my fingers along with my head is right but all I hear in my mind is trust you must trust in you and then you will know.
Suzanne

The Adventures of Esther and her Star Family Continued…!

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Note From Lisa:  Let me apologize for being so tardy on getting Esther’s ongoing, amazing connections and sharings out to everyone.  I really need more morning time! lol  But here she is… ❤  Also, we have a new sharer coming up next time.  These adventures/experiences are so amazing.  If you have an ET connection to share, please email me with it, I will get it out here!! (lisagawlas@gmail.com)

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Hello everybody, my first trip this week was delayed quite a few days. Not only has my physical life been busy but also I wanted to let the new energy that came in with May settle within me. I generally don’t have many symptoms with the incoming energy, which is great. I refer to it as “the Easy Path”. But I guess linking up with my telepathic group as well as the energies of the vastness of the wild black yonder has changed that a bit. I can deal with muscle trembles and a bit of nausea and light-headedness any day. Hell, I’ve been pregnant. Now that is feeling yucky (at least for me).

One of the things I noticed right off after this energetic inflow was the connection between me and my telepathic practice group was stronger. Maybe it just is a result of our continual work, but I could feel their personal energy more strongly when I reached out for them. Now this doesn’t mean in any way that I have been getting better at receiving or sending! LOL. I am learning a lot about how other people receive energy. The other night I had sent Melissa a sunset and she received a diamond. I emailed her that I didn’t see any connection between the two and she sent this reply back.

It makes perfect sense to me. To illustrate why, I need for you to take a bit of a ride with me. Close your eyes and go back to that sunset. Grab a light ray and energetically ride it. Feel into that beam of light. The refraction of the light through water crystals. What do you see? For me, it feels like diamonds. Light bouncing sort of in a billion different directions yet contained. 

The way that she receives energy is so amazingly different than me and I would have never thought that we had connected with that “airmail” if she hadn’t given me her point of view. She receives energy vibrationaly and her examples of her current learning curve are so great I had to share.

I found this with an image someone sent the other day. It was of hearts. The picture of hearts had a bunch of them kinda clustered together. I said butterflies. That person sent me an image of butterflies in the email. To me, at a more elemental level (as these are 1 dimensional images), they looked the same. I am seeing a difference in the experience of what some of us are sending vs receiving. Some are focusing on a picture of something. For me, that’s flat or 1 dimensional. It can be hard to feel for me. Someone else is sending the beach with them sitting on it. That is very mutlidimensional in its energy for me. It also makes it really difficult to dial in on one answer. It’s a sensorial experience on every level. But I can almost smell the experience of that person. I have a hard time dialing in on one thing to reply. I’ve “seen” sea shells. There is no right or wrong answer. The focus is less about the image and more about learning to read different people and the way they are experiencing the energy. Does that make any sense?

Lisa had said last week to me that there is a mind-to-mind distortion field going on between us. This is so easy to see when we all process information so differently. What jumped out for me most about what Melissa wrote above is the part about learning to read different people. I don’t think that it will entirely be a conscious thing, as in Sue felt the warmth of the sun and knew that I had sent her the image of the sun. It will be more like our hearts and brains will “learn” the other person enough to “decode” what is being sent.

I had learned a lot last week from Anton (aka Atom) about how to hear inside of my head. Mainly I just have to know that I can do it. I wanted to visit Gloria and see if I could still hear her when she was in her own space. Last week she came through loud and clear and motherly when she was trying to calm me down. So for my first meditation of the week I went to visit her. I went to Gloria’s room with the horseshoe benches. Right away my vision was clearer. The bench I was standing next to was one solid piece with the wall. There was no space underneath it. The wall just came down and curved out into the bench, which went straight down to the floor. It looked like a natural adobe/mud color and yet was covered with a slick shiny topcoat. I turned around and Gloria was behind me. I jumped up so I could give her a proper hug. I told her I was sorry that I had been scared of the image of her suddenly appearing on my porch. She smiled and said, “It’s to be expected.” So I can hear her! Yippee! It’s fainter and not so “Would you like a cup of tea, dear?” but still very much there. When I say that she smiled, I do not mean physically. She has a very small mouth and I have not seen her really smile. So every time I say that she smiled what I’m really getting from her is a soft energetic humor (and energy smile).

She took a section of the hair on the top left side of my head and started to tug vigorously as she started braiding it. If it had been my real hair I would have been yelling OUCH. I see a metallic flash every once in a while and pretty soon she has this stiff braid about a yard long sticking out off my head. Bare in mind I do not have long hair. She moved to the other side and did it up the same way. I looked like a deranged Pippi Longstockings. I turned my head back and forth and hit her with my braids like a little kid. Then, quite suddenly, like a tape measure retracting they snapped back into my head. “Well that’s more convenient,” I said. “Yes it is” she replied. (I’m sure she didn’t want to put me in time out.)

Now that I can communicate with her I asked her about the bright white light that I couldn’t see through when I had been visiting her before. I asked if it was really bright or if it was my vibrational block, so to speak. She said, “vibrational”. Great! I’m adjusting! “What do you eat?” I asked her. “Microbes and other various things” was the reply. So interesting!

According to Wikipedia, “A microorganism (from the Greek: μικρός, mikros, “small” and ὀργανισμός, organismós, “organism”) is a microscopic organism, which may be a single cell[1] or multicellular organism…Microorganisms are very diverse and include all the bacteria and archaea and almost all the protozoa. They also include some members of the fungi, algae, and animals such as rotifers. Many macro animals and plants have juvenile stages which are also microorganisms.

She showed me what looked like a walking stick insect. I asked if it was an insect and got the impression that that is not how they would classify it. As in, we see it differently than you. “But you eat it?” I asked. “Sort of, we eat its stomach.” Wow. For such large people, they sure have tiny portions.

“Gloria, why do you want to hang out with a human?” “Because you were available,” she replied. “So you hijacked me with a pink chair” I teased. “You came of your own free will,” she said with a smile. She is so right. “Do you have a message for my readers?” I asked her. “I have been where you are at” she said. Well, I wasn’t expecting that response. “And…” I prompted her. “And someone helped me.” “So you’re giving back?” I asked. “Of course, that is how it works” she replied.

“Did you enjoy playing drums at my home?” I asked her. “Yes” she said with a smile. “Do you play an instrument or make music in any way?” I inquired. She pulled out a short horn shaped like a cornucopia. It was very small compared to her size, about the size of her hand. She played me a few notes which I can’t remember, only that the sounds were not as smooth, as I would have thought. I inquired if she was an artist in any way. She answered that she liked to draw. I got the impression that this was not exactly the right word, just the best she could find. For some reason, I asked her if it was 2D, 3D or what. “Interdimentional” was her answer back. Holy Shit! There is actually such a thing as interdimentional art?!! “So you help communicate and translate interdimensionaly and you draw interdimensionaly,” I state. “Yes” she said. “Do you draw to help with communication?” I asked. “Sometimes” she replied. This is so interesting!!

I ask for Gloria to show me something. We are suddenly outside above the outcropping of her home. She points into the distance and there is a larger outcropping in that direction. The top of it is covered with plants or squat trees. She takes me into a cave opening and we start walking. It is really hard to focus at first and my vision is all blocked out and flashing. But I soon realize that we are in the black rock cave system that I had popped myself into when I first came to visit Gloria. I don’t know if you recall, but the entire surface (walls, floor, ceiling) is cut in a facetted pattern that reminds me of an arrowhead (basically a repetitive oval pattern). I hear the beautiful droning sound again. I ask her what the sound is and she tells me it is, “the Soul of the planet”. She describes that it is a natural sound that comes up from the planet and that they carved the walls, flour and ceiling to amplify the sound. As she is telling me this, I feel the love from the planet come up through my body like a wave and fill my heart. It was very beautiful. I could hear the sounds before but did not feel the emotion that went with it. For some reason, I wondered what they do with the energy. I mean after all why would you do anything with it other than experience it. But when I ask that, I see an image of it streaming out into the air around the outcropping. “We use it to create.” Gloria states. Well, doesn’t that just make you want to cry? I ask her how they give back to the planet and see multiple images of a bowed head and hear, “We say thank you.” I have been wondering what the name of her planet is for some time. When I request it, I hear the name “Antara”. She tells me that it isn’t the real name but it represents the correct idea of what their real name means. I get the impression that it means “of the earth”. I tell her I will Google it. She smiles and declares, “You do that; you will find it.” I give her my thanks and tell her I do want to meet her someday, with her real face on. I get an image back of her standing tall and looking down at me, on Earth.

I Googled Antara, as soon as I opened my eyes. The first website that came up was birthvillage.com. Antara is a popular girls/woman’s name in India. That website said that it meant, “From within, from the heart”. Woo hoo! So my impression was pretty close; instead of it meaning, “of the earth or of the land/planet” it means “from within the heart of the planet”. Of course, when I looked at other websites they all had different meanings but I know that first one was the one I was supposed to find.

A couple of days later I decided to visit Anton in a meditation. I decided to meet him in the crystal cave that he had shown me. I pictured myself there and turned around and there he was. I gave him a hug and asked if he missed me. He said, “No, because you are always right here.” AWWWWWHHHH. I asked him about the distortion field between the minds of my telepathic practice group. He reached forward and pulled a coin out of my ear. “What? Are we doing magic tricks now?” I inquired with a smile. “What do I have?” he asks. “A quarter” I respond. He puts his hand with the coin behind his back and pulls it back out. He is now holding a bouquet of flowers. “Shouldn’t those be a bouquet of bills?” I ask like a smart-ass. He smiles and says, “They are both gifts.” “Yes! Exactly that is what has been happening to us. How do we get past the distortion field?” I say. “You get to know them,” he answers. “As a person?” I wonder. “As a person, a heart and a soul” he declares. “And what is the best way to do that?” I ask.

Suddenly, we are out in space looking down at his planet. He is holding my hand and smiling. Then he lets go and zips down to the planet like a deflated balloon. “Can you see me now?” he says with a laugh. (Yep, he stole that right out of the Verizon commercials.) “No” I answer cracking up. “But I’m here” he says as clear as day. “Yes but it is easier to get to know someone when you are right next to them and can see all the nuances of their expressions.” I state. He pops back up next to me. He replies, “Yes, but…” and places my hand over his heart. “What are you trying to say?” I ask him. “Can you feel my love for you?” he responds. My heart chakra starts tingling and heating up. I tell him, “Yes.” He just stares at me, as he likes to do while waiting for me to get it. “Oh, so you are saying that I need to tap into or feel the love FROM the other person.” “Heart to Heart” he states. “And practice” I declare. “And practice” he agrees.

How interesting and cool is that. I have been trying to send and receive from the heart but I haven’t been trying to reach out and feel the other person’s love for me to complete that circuit. Nice tip. Thanks Anton!

He also showed me another game to play. He stood in front of me and held out his palm face up. I put my palm over his but face down and about four inches or so between palms. He then thought of something specific and balanced it mentally on his hand. I used my hand to then feel what he was holding. (No peeking) I could feel feathers! Very fun!

Shortly after this meditation, Tom from the telepathy group sent us an email that really stuck with me. Here is a quote from it. In a way we are opening ourselves to channeling each other.  When I send or receive I bring the other person into my heart space/connect to there energy, or maybe it is they are already there and I am just finding/opening that connection.  My understanding is that in the higher dimensions all communication is done by telepathy/thought forms/feelings etc, dimensions are just higher vibration and frequency strata’s. We are learning to do what Lisa is doing, but in our own way.  We connect energies, dial out the antenna etc,.

I really like how he says that we are learning to channel each other. For some unknown reason that wasn’t even in my thought process as to where we are (hopefully) going with each other. I mean telepathic communication is how channels happen after all! When I met with Lisa this week, she asked me to try channeling this coming week. I’m not quite sure how that would work best for me. I have very little quiet time to myself. But I am willing to mess around with it and see what happens. I still want to hang out with Kawsh and Pim again as well and check out their flora and fauna.

After my meditation with Anton I took a bit of time off from meditation and telepathy. I felt rather “weird” all week. I was moody and spacey and every time I thought about connecting again it didn’t seem like the right time or the right thing to do. I tried connecting with Kawsh and Pim once but it was disjointed and scattered and I didn’t write any of it down. I tried a few sends or receives with my new friends but I was so far off. Way more than normal! LOL. So I tried to relax into it and wait until I didn’t feel like staring out of windows. When Lisa said we were either contracting or expanding, I thought she meant either/or not both at the same time. But as I write this, I am reminded that a fractal is doing both at once. Right? Hmmm… That is how I feel at the moment. I am expanding and contracting at the same time! My physical life has been very busy but I do not seem to be getting anything done each day. My mental life is floating off in la la land and focusing has been a bitch. Who needs most of a day to decide on what kind of side dish to bring to a graduation party? Especially when you have already decided to use the last of your sweet corn from last summer as the main ingredient. There are not that many options!!!! Lord, where is our new normal? (I hope it includes the ability to write out a grocery list.)

Until my journey returns,

Love Esther

 

 

Esther’s Ongoing Connection With Gloria and the Gang from Koletash

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To My Interested Readers,

My first meditation trip of the week is to Gloria’s planet. I have not been able to see it at all and now I’m curious to see if all the time I have spent with her will change that. I go to that huge sun in the center of her planetary system first. The size was large before but now it seems bigger. No wait, I figure out somehow that I am smaller. I’m still not in real life scale to this giant sun but I have shrunk from when I first started coming here. The surface of the sun has more movement now. When I first came it seemed almost crystal like on the surface. Now I can see that was kind of a freeze frame or better yet, it was pixilated, like when your TV freezes. It is still orange and red.

Earlier in the day, when I was doing dishes, I was planning on visiting Gloria when I had the time. As I was thinking of the visit to her planet a sudden flash of the surface came to me. The image was a foggy forest world. I tried to see the planet from space again. All I could get again was the pale jade green color. I thought of the foggy spot I had seen when I was doing dishes, and tried to land there. The fog was thick; I couldn’t see much. One of the wonderful new advantages of my new telepathic practice group has been talking to other people who receive information differently than I. Inspired by my new friends, I decided to concentrate on some of my other senses than just my eyes. I concentrated on the feeling of the ground under my feet. I got the clear feeling of the soft squishy suck of mud. I asked how it would feel on my skin and felt the wet humid sensation on my arms. I asked for a sound and heard a dry rattle. Ok very cool! Send me another sound. This time I heard a whistle. Send me another! I heard a sound above me, similar to the sound a rain stick makes but spread out in direction like it moved or sprinkled through the trees. Awesome!! Thank you new use of senses!!!!! It was very hard to concentrate and I couldn’t seem to move around. I concentrated on one tree trunk. It had a long smooth skinny light brown trunk and was as tall as the California Redwoods. There were no branches until they got to the top layer of the fog. Then there was a round puff of branches and leaves at the very top of the tree. They were very much like giant green Q-tips. I was wondering if the planet was completely forested or if there were any other habitats. I got a flash of Gloria standing in front of grasses that were taller than her by about half her height. I asked where their homes where? I was starting to imagine Yoda’s swamp planet! LOL. Only this world wasn’t nearly as dark and depressing as that. My vision was taken up above the fog and I saw this outcropping that sticks out above the fog and treetops. It reminded me of a tall skinny termite mound. I got the feeling that it was not made of rock but was instead created. Now I am hovering higher than the outcropping and the fog. The outcropping in kind of like the tip of a finger sticking out of this cool texture/visual of green round tree tops that are still covered by the fog but just barely. So it kind of looks bumpy because of the color difference between the trees and the fog. It was very beautiful. I tried to concentrate on the top of the outcropping but it was very hard to focus. There were dome like homes or chambers on the side that was facing me. They didn’t cover the whole surface and where not regimented in their layout. It was almost like there was a small random cluster on this one area that I could almost focus on. Jeeezzz, it was like wearing someone else’s glasses! I floated down the outcropping and down below in the fog there were doorways (that I just got a flash of) on the sides of this column like feature. I went through one and was in that super white bright light that I encountered when I went down the stairs in Gloria’s home. I popped myself back to that white light at Gloria’s in hope that I would have a better connection there and be able to see past the light. I even tried creating “sunglasses” to see through the brightness. No Go! Well Damn. I couldn’t get anymore so I surfaced and started writing my notes. After I finished, I decided to go back and find Gloria and see if she would work on my antenna some more. I went back and she was sitting on those stairs waiting for me. I sat below and to the side of her. She took hold of my hair and opened the top of my head and fiddled for a second. I could actually feel this faintly at my physical body! Weird! Then suddenly it wasn’t that bright! I’m looking straight ahead at a hallway. There was another that ran past the foot of the stairs perpendicular to the one that is straight ahead of me. I can only vaguely see. But hey, it’s no longer blindingly bright. Everything does seem to be white in color. We get up and walk along the hallway. She stops and gestures to something through a window in the wall of the hall. I can’t see anything but get the impression of a big room. I have a fleeting thought of “school” that floats through my head. But it’s an invisible classroom to me. Then she points to the right on the other side of the hall. There are more windows, except I still can’t see shit. Then the hall walks out onto a mostly clear bridge. At first I think that I am still not focusing but then I look down. I am in a large rectangular room. The bridge crosses the room on the short axis. There are lights above me, which I do not look at. I am very tired of light at the moment! Below us is a bunch of plants. They look like three leaf clovers only the leaves overlap a bit so there are no spaces between the leaves. They are in very regimented rows and are all almost touching the plants next to them. So it looks like a very regimented field of green. I can only assume because of the scale of people and plants of this planet that they are large. But because I am above them it is impossible to see anything to scale them next to. As I’m typing this out, it occurs to me that the clear bridge would let light through to the plants below and wasn’t a block in my vision. At least I hope! It was damn hard to focus on anything. But hey, I am making progress. I left at that point and went home to stare at some colored walls. Ahhhhh refreshing!

I have been very curious about my new friend ATM. As I went about my busy day I thought of him occasionally and realized that I had started calling him Adam in my head. Then about an hour later I realized that Adam was wrong and what was bouncing through my head was Atom. Now as we all know, an atom is the basic building block of matter. So this is a very interesting moment for me. So I have a non-robot entity that wears black gloves and wants to go by the name Atom. Ok then, lets hang out. I am meditating while sitting on my bed this time. So I bring him in. He is sitting on the end of the bed and I’m kind of making out black boots and a wavery outline around him but not much else. But the vibe he is putting off is awesome. He reminds me of a sharp dressed rocker, sitting at the bar, who you really want to go up a have a drink with. I mean if he had pulled out an electric guitar and gone all Jimmy Hendricks on my ass, I would not have been surprised. So I feel very comfortable with him right away and ask him where he lives. (Bare in mind up to this point I am thinking that he is going to end up in the “guide” category.) He takes my hand and we fly up and out into space. It doesn’t seem like we go far but when we turn around, where I expect to see Earth I see a different planet. It is brown with a lot of shadows and deep carved canyons. And these must be giant canyons because they are cutting across the face of this planet with the width being about a fifth of the planet’s height. I am wondering to myself if we are going to be able to communicate when I have the thought pop in my head, “You can if you decide you want to.” Was that me or was that him? Hard to tell. My thoughts all sound the same to me. We descend to the surface and as we are going down he sort of flickers this image at me. He is definitely humanoid with super modern lycra-like clothes. Or is that retro 80’s? Is he projecting or is that really his appearance. We land and it is pebbly with a lot of light brown soil over rock. I’m still holding his hand; I like holding his hand. Have we met before? Why do I feel so BFF with this guy?

I ask the planet to let me feel it’s vibration and I feel a very aggressive base cord (like an electric base being strummed). I am a bit taken aback and send it my feeling of how the Earth feels. I get the same sound back again. I am confused. I ask Atom, “Can a planet sound aggressive?” He shrugs. I ask the planet, “If you were a song, what would you be?” Immediately I hear, “I LOVE ROCK AND ROLL”, the Joan Jett version. I laugh and look around, the planet definitely looks like it has a lot of earthquake action going on. I stop and concentrate on my feet but don’t feel any tremors. I ask if his name really is Atom. I have the thought, “You have to trust yourself.” So I really am “hearing” this guy. He had said earlier that I could communicate if I wanted to. Well damn, that makes me feel silly for talking to his hand during my last meditation with him. I apparently make things harder than they are sometimes.

So I ask him about his name again. I have the thought, “It’s a close enough approximation.” I ask him what his real name is and he says I wouldn’t understand it. I ask Atom why he has appeared in my life. I have the thought pop in my head, “Because you called me.” And he is correct; he appeared, as a box, when I gave the intention to bring to me all those who I had pre-agreements with. “So you’re here to help me learn telepathy?” I ask. “To help everyone learn”, he corrects. He flies up in the air and comes down a ways away. “Now come to me,” he says. I immediately pop myself over to standing in front of him. He says, “It’s that easy.” “But what about waking a part of your mind that hasn’t been used in a millennia?” He makes the blah blah blah hand gesture. Hilarious! “Well how do I convince myself I can do it? Are we not going to stand around and have an existential conversation about this?” He says, “We can if you want.” But obviously he is not in the mood. He appears on top of this spire of rock. He is holding on casually with one hand while his boots are braced on one side of the rock. Well that’s good, as a Gemini I suck at existential conversations. I can’t argue very well when I can see and agree with every side.

He teleports a few meters off into the air and then kind of stutters his image for a second. And then he pops back to the top of the spire. “How did I do that?” he asks. I say, “With your mind.” He teleports back to standing right in front of me. “Now, how did I do that?” he asks. “With your mind.” I say again. “No, with my heart.” Holy crap-olla! My heart chakra immediately heats up. I feel like a crushing girl as I say breathlessly, “You teleported to me with your heart?” He replies, “Yes.” My new friends, Tom and Melissa, have both told our telepathy group to use our hearts. Extreme validation! I am pretty blown away by his demonstration and my heart chakra is still on fire. He takes my hand and flies me back home. I give him my love and tell him I will see him tomorrow.

I loved this visit. Not only did I make a new friend but also I think he must be an old one. I mean only a true friend would feel comfortable give you the blah blah blah hand gesture. And it wasn’t insulting at all; it felt so comfortable and funny. And his planet is so interesting. I mean, thanks for the Joan Jett. She rocks! What a learning experience, to take what sounds aggressive and violent and show that its all about the LOVE of moving and shaking ass! (I think I actually felt my mind bend a little.)

The next day, I went back to visit Atom again. This was an interesting trip as well but didn’t flow as well as the amazing first day. I felt that I was “pushing” again which makes me doubt myself and what I am seeing. I don’t like that feeling and will have to figure out how to get myself to stop doing it.

I went back to his planet and flew over the surface. I saw a lot of rock and not much else. I wondered where the people lived. I saw a tear drop shaped city. It was floating several meters above the ground. This is of course a logical thing given the nature of the planet. Which sent me into a spiral of thinking that this is something I have imagined. I float in close and go underneath it. This felt very real and the bottom was dark grey or black metallic substance. In general it was smooth and shaped like a shallow bowl (it was the bottom of the teardrop), but up close there were joined surfaces and sensors and such on it. I come up over the end and suddenly it is the size of a model. This confuses me greatly and I try to get back to the large actual city. (pushing pushing) The slanted top of the teardrop is clear but still obvious to see, like our windows. I kept calling it a force field in my head. I call Atom to me and ask him if he could take me into the city. The actual city is now in front of us and we fly up and through a specific section of the “force field” which is not energetic but made of something solid. So it is NOT a force field. The city inside has lots of buildings of different sizes and shapes but it is very hard to focus on any details. Atom flew me into this large rectangular opening, like a hanger. Then we were on a moving sidewalk/road. Now this makes me doubt myself again, I mean how human futuristic sci-fi can we get here. I ask him where he lives and we come to a tall building with a lift/elevator up the outside. It is enclosed and looks like the elevators in hotel lobbies that have a glass wall around them so the riders can see out as they travel up and down. We go up and get out and go down a hall. At this point I can’t see at all, just vague murky idea of the hall and entering into his home. The only time I can see clearly is when we go out on his open-air balcony. It was very small with white pipe-like railing. We were high but because of the position of the balcony, I couldn’t see much of the city. The top of the teardrop was dark and blurry. So the clear sides end in a cap of some sort. I kept wondering about why they needed the sides. Why not just be open air? I got the impression that it was all tied into being able to hover. Maybe it stabilizes the city somehow? If you will notice I’m not hearing much from Atom up to this point. Everything is still feeling “pushy” to me. I ask him why they live on such a volatile planet. “It’s our home” he replies. “How did you evolve so much with so much danger?” I get the impression that there were periods of lesser activity. “What do you eat?” “Plants and minerals” he says. “Where do you grow your plants? Your world is pretty barren.” I ask. Now this comes through loud and clear, “Not all plants are green.” Well ok then, show me! I am now under the floating city and above these succulent like plants that are the exact same color as the ground. He takes me somewhere else and shows me this large rectangular boulder that is another one! I put my hand on it and it gives a little. This plant is waist high and at least six feet long and looks like a giant rock! We float down the walls of a deep chasm and at a certain point he shows me that the walls have a rock colored moss growing on them. I asked if there were any animals. He showed me something so camouflaged that all I could see were the eyes when they opened. It seemed small, like perhaps lizard sized. He showed me another that looked like four or five rocks hooked together that was walking away from me. I asked if they had anything that flies and saw the flash of a wing, you guessed it, speckled camo rock colored. I asked if he was the color of the rocks too. He said, “When I want to be.” It is so weird when I talk to him he has a face and makes expressions but I can’t actually see him or maybe a better way of saying it is my brain doesn’t retain his image. We are face to face a lot but I can’t for the life of me remember what he looks like. I ask him to show me something and he takes my hand and we fly over the landscape. We come to an area where the land was pushed up in a perfect circle, in a low dome. It is quite large and completely out of place in this jagged world. We land on the top of it and the ground opens and we drop though. We are in a large underground cavern with a lake. The shape of the cavern is nothing like above ground. It seems irregular and natural, not like the perfect circle above. We walk along a trail beside the wall. Everything is pretty dark and I don’t see anyone or any lights. Suddenly we are in the end of the cavern, which has this area with all these sparkly white and silver crystals. They are all growing on the ground but there are hollows and little cave pockets in the wall so there are a couple of layers of them. It looks as if the whole wall is glowing with them. It was very beautiful, especially considering the monochromatic surface. I see why he took me here. It was just stunning! I asked if I was ever going to meet him in person and he said, “Hopefully.” I gave out love and went home to get some sleep.

I have some time the next day to meditate and want to get to the bottom of this “pushing” feeling. I do not feel comfortable with it. Both times that it has happened I have been with Atom. I pull him into my world and sit him on the couch across from me. I go over and sit on the coffee table and tell him I felt I was pushing again last time. I ask him to take the lead this time. He takes my hand and we go shooting up through the roof into the night sky. We land on a brown planet at sunset. We are on a smooth slope with one outcropping to my left. The landscape is so calm looking that I ask where we are. He just waits and looks at me. I look down at the ground and immediately get the base cord I was hearing from before. Yep, we are on his planet again. We sit and watch the sunset. It sets without all the colors that we sometimes get here on Earth. It was a white yellow color. I tell him about the pushing feeling I got again yesterday. “What am I doing to make it feel that way?” He says, “Slow down, touch the plants, feel the soil”. Mental pictures of me doing just that accompany his statements. So when I am feeling like I am pushing the meditation, I need to slow down and let it come to me. I need to reach out more and explore with my senses. He stands up and picks up this short stick. He throws it at the sun. I see it actually leave the atmosphere of the planet and head for the sun! “Are you really doing that or are you demonstrating something?” I ask. He smiles and says, “I’m demonstrating.” Ah, but he could be demonstrating by really doing something. “Let me rephrase, are you really throwing something into the sun or are you giving me a metaphor for something?” “Both” he says and smiles. Cheeky bastard. “You know what I am asking. Don’t make me stumble over exact word choice to give it to me.” We are both laughing now. “Ok, I did just throw that into the sun.” he says. “It will burn up before it gets there.” I reply. “Yes” he says. “So what are you showing me?” I ask. “Anything is possible” he replies. “Ok so anything is possible but I’m not allowed to be in shock and awe and shit my pants when something outside of my experience happens?” He looks down at my pants. “It’s just an expression,” I say. We are both laughing and sit back down. He takes a hold of my right hand (he is sitting on that side) and pulls it off of my wrist as if it was never connected. He pulls it out a few inches and then puts it back. He keeps moving it like that. “Ok, I say, but I’m not corporeal.” “It doesn’t matter if you were” he replies. Wow. “Alright, so anything is possible,” I state. “Just don’t shit your pants,” he says. OMG I love this guy! At this point I am feeling very settled and the whole meditation has been flowing very smoothly. I want to link that feeling to yesterday’s meditation so I ask him to show me a plant. He says, “Your sitting on one.” When he says it the ground we are on starts to rise up and we slide off. There is this object that looks like the fin of a fish only ten feet tall sticking out of the soil. One side, (the side we had been sitting on) was smooth and the other side has those ribs like in a fish’s fin. When I reach out and touch it, it feels smooth and sandy/dirty. I ask if he eats this plant and he say no. I ask why it is standing up and he says, “Procreation.” I get the image of large seeds or spores or whatevers shooting out of the tips of the spines and shooting out to the surrounding area. I tell him since being here, I have wanted to go visit Kawsh and Pim’s planet again and see if I can see their plants. I ask if he wants to come with me. He says, “No. Go. I will always be here if you need me.” I tell him he can visit me too and give me little taps, so to speak. I tell him it would be good practice for me. I leave him there and go home by myself. As I write up my notes on my adventure, I see a bright white light flash by the right side of my face. After looking around and seeing nothing that would/could have caused it, I assume that I just got my first tap. This is almost more exciting than my meditations. This is a visual phenomenon that I can physically see! It was very cool and I did NOT shit my pants.

For my next meditation I wanted to try to bring Kawsh, Pim and Gloria to my home instead of me going to them. I really didn’t think this would be a problem. I had Atom in my home a couple of times now. The morning before I have time to have this visit I had a huge realization about what has been happening with my telepathic practice group. Now we have been generally sucking with a few successes here and there. Not a big surprise considering we have been doing this less than a week and that we have no idea what we are doing. It is actually surprising that we are getting anything correct. Well the morning of the 1st, I had got a reply back from Tom. I had sent him a softball (like an extra large baseball) and he had received a planet, Pluto. We this tickled me so much that I actually said that I liked getting wrong answers better. I then, in short order, received a reply back from Robin. I had sent her green grass. She received rain/fog/swelling streams. For some reason, as I entered Robin’s reply into my notes, I started looked at the rest of the notes between her and I. I saw something amazing. She had gotten one send correctly and I had gotten none. But when one of us sent a shape, the other one of us got a different SHAPE. When one of us sent something from nature, the other one got something completely different, but from NATURE. Earlier in the week I had sent Melissa a song and she heard a completely different SONG. So Tom’s response about Pluto took on a completely different meaning. After all both a softball and Pluto are round and travel through space. Sue had sent me an ocean scene and I received a bird. I had sent Odaly a balloon (while practicing sending from the heart) and she received a silver balloon with a heart on it. Hopefully you are getting what I am saying. Our wrong answers are not necessarily wrong. We are getting something from each other. Not every time by any means, but little bits and pieces are coming through. I was expecting black and white answers but that is NOT what is going on. I was so excited! I wrote out an email to everyone saying that we needed to start making note of the similarities between what we are sending each other. Baby Steps!

So I was in a good mood the morning of the 1st but then, man oh man, emotional upheaval began. Lisa had written in her blog the day before that we would be landing on the “fully functioning new earth”. I other words, a major energy shift starting the night of April 30 and lasting three days. Most of my group was either physically or emotionally upset for the next day or two. So in retrospect I shouldn’t have meditated that afternoon, but that’s ok because after a couple of days of pondering, I realized that every feeling that surfaced had a source with in me. I sat on my couch in the living room and called to Gloria, Pim and Kawsh. The showed up immediately. I got a flash of them standing on the porch just on the other side of the windows immediately on my right. The sight of them freaked me out. I realized later that the sight of any person or people suddenly standing on my porch would have startled me. But there was more to it than that. Gloria was standing in the middle of the two guys. I couldn’t see the males clearly but I certainly got a clear glimpse of Gloria’s non-human face. Anyway, I asked if they wanted to come in or for me to go outside. They opened the door and walked in and stood in front of the television. Now what the hell should I do? What would they be interested in? After all they know a hell of a lot more about humanity than I know about them. So I ask, “What do you want to do?” One of the guys started playing air guitar. UMMMMMMMM… What am I seeing here? This totally doesn’t make sense. Ok, I need to trust what I am seeing. My husband has a man cave band practice space set up down stairs. I take them down there and Gloria gets behind one of the drum sets and starts playing! One of the guys, (I can’t tell them apart today) get behind the other drum set and the other one picks up a guitar. WHAT THE HELL? So I just started potty training my youngest and this meditation get interrupted. I have a bathroom break moment with him and then get back into what is transpiring down stairs. They are still playing on the equipment and this is still really weird to me. This is so out of character for them. Gloria gets up and goes over to the window and looks out. The guys stop playing and come over. I ask, “Now what?” We start to rise up through the ceiling, up through the main floor and out through the roof. Up we go. I relax. I’m not pushing, just smelling all the grey clouds that I am floating gently though. Then I bump my head. My non-corporeal head! I have hit the basket of a hot air balloon only the balloon is shaped like a Zeppelin. The balloon is grey and the basket hanging under it has a dark colored bottom about waist high. The top half of the basket looks enclosed with glass and there is a figure inside. I knock on the door and he lets me in. I can’t make him out at all; I just can see a dark squiggly figure. We fly down out of the clouds until we can see the fields below. We are high enough that the land looks like a patchwork quilt. We fly to an area where the sun in shining through the clouds and beaming down. We pass through the sunbeams and on the other side everything is dark. After a little bit I can tell that we are in a giant cave. There is a tunnel that is connected to it and we fly into that next. I can see the other end far away. Suddenly we are there and come out on a beautiful scene. There are fields and trees and a mountain in the distance and everything is bright and sunny. For some reason I jump out of the door of the basket and drop to the ground. I look back and see the figure in the balloon jump out after me. He does it rather awkwardly. The balloon is about thirty feet up in the air. When he jumps I can see that he is very skinny and a little shorter than me. He is still this blackish silhouette. But he jumps like he is physically jumping out of the balloon not as easily as I did, knowing I wasn’t physically there. I ask where Gloria and the guys are. I can hear him very faintly in my head. Thank you Atom for giving me confidence in the communication arena. He says, “They are here if you want them to be.” Yes I do. His jump has wigged me out a bit. I can now see them walking around us, making a perfect circle in the hay field that we are standing in. I ask why I am meeting with him today and he replies, “Because you were able to.”

Now at this point, I kind of get pissed and start raving about how I am the next ET Whisperer and like the Ghost Whisperer I’m going to have beings popping out from around every corner. Do I need a Rolodex or a 200-page report to keep everyone straight? Yes, yes yes… TOTAL over reaction. I am not getting any creepy vibes from this guy. The only thing I can feel from him is curiosity and a strong “I want to hang out with you” vibe. Which makes me uncomfortable. Why you ask. Well it took me a couple days to sift through what I was feeling and here is what I came up with. What I am doing, while completely unexpected and surprising to me, feels so normal. Normal as in anyone and everyone can go on meditation voyages to other worlds or inside themselves or to the back yard. If they don’t know how, I know that everyone can learn. I do not want to be hero worshipped by either humans or any other entities. I just feel like a space anthropologist.

So during my, feeling overwhelmed freak out, I don’t remember what was said to me except one thing that Gloria said. “You have chosen this path.” Now her voice is coming through loud and clear as the actress’s voice in the movie “Pig” who plays the mother collie/sheepdog. Which if you haven’t seen that movie, is extremely calm and motherly. I have not heard a voice with her before. I usually just have knowings or thoughts and ideas pop into my head. Well she is certainly at the forefront of getting Esther to calm down. When I hear her say that I say, “Yeah it’s a little bit late for bitching. I already jumped off that cliff.” So I take a deep breath and we all start walking down this gravel country road. I ask this new guy what his name is and get “Pim.” “Don’t say Pim. I already have a Pim.” I say. I ask again and it still sounds the same. What the hell? Then one of my two guys say, “You’re not hearing it right.” Then Pim say, “It’s Slim.” Well he is skinny! I ask if he wants to tell me his real name and he says, “Slim will do.” We walk along for a while and then I pull us back to walking up my driveway. Slim’s flying machine swoops down and he jumps in and waves and flies off. I walk the other three up to the top of the driveway. They all stand together and start rising up on an invisible lift and then their invisible ship (I sense) flies away.

I think the biggest realization of this excursion is that I am in no way ready for the actual landing of any ET’s on my porch! This is very interesting to me but I feel very peaceful about this realization. I mean I am not an ET buff in anyway and therefore all this exposure to them is quite brand new to me. If a ship did land in my driveway, I’m not sure what I would do. I’m sure that it would depend on who got out of that ship. The shock of seeing Gloria’s face on my porch was quite strong and I love her. I definitely see why they like to present a human image to us. That image is much more comforting to some inner part of us. I would probably tell that ship to come back later! LOL!!!

When I reported in on my week to Lisa, she pointed out that when I go to other worlds it is all play to me. I’m like a little kid exploring. While I was surprised by my friend’s behavior upon entering my house, they were doing the same thing. They came over and played on the music equipment in my house just like my own little kids do. Even when Pim was naming hot air balloon guy, Slim, that was teasing, just like something I would do.

She was also very excited about how our telepathic group was doing. She said from her end she sees a distortion field between minds and the more we practice the more we will find a way through that distortion field. So in the mean time we will get little bits and pieces from each other. She graduated me from ET class and sent me on my way to play at will. So next week I would like to go back to Pim and Kawsh’s supposedly barren (according to me) planet and explore some more. And oddly enough, Atom’s name is now coming to me as Anton. My guy has a morphing name. I also got another “tap” from him (or somebody). I had the timer counting down on my stove and I went in to turn it off. I looked to see how much time was left and the crazy thing was adding time in super fast forward instead of ticking it off slowly. I literally stared at it for thirty seconds before reaching out and shutting it off. Very weird! I also want to go back to Gloria’s and see if I can still hear her in my head as Miriam Margolyes (I just looked that up). I’ll keep you posted.

Until the Adventure Continues,
Esther

 

Life Beyond Our Stars and Esther’s Continued Adventures!!

going beyond out star system

I never could have imagined in all this lifetime to be playing host to a large variety of Extra Terrestrials.  But that is the way of this crazy path too.  There was a time, I couldn’t fathom doing what I do now.  But that aside, I find it extremely humbling, awe inspiring how much LOVE our friends from the skies have for us, especially their main connections (you) here on earth.

They all seem to really want to help us achieve our next level of advancements, achievements within our energy field within and around our bodies.

I am also understanding too, why “mass disclosure” is not happening anytime in our near timeline (lets say, this year.)  The majority look nothing like us.  We humans create everything in our own image.  Angels look like humans, God looks human, what we cannot fully see with our physical eyes, we create in our own image.  These amazing Beings, not even close to humanoid… save the Pleiadians.  Maybe that is why they (the Pleiadians) are so widely accepted and loved, they do look very much like us humans.

I am finding a good majority of our friends from the stars project images that would allow us to feel comfortable in their connections, once we feel comfortable, they will reveal thru true images.  Talk about your ability to shape shift!!

I am also learning there are dimensions between our dimensions, and Life resides there too.  Planet systems, amazing adventures to be had!!

Ohhhh we have so much to learn and I am so grateful to those reaching out to our friends beyond our stars and learning.  Not only learning, sharing their experiences with all of us.  On that note, I have to thank Esther again for the time and effort she not only puts in to strengthening her connections to her star family, but also writing it all out so we can go along with her and learn… and get excited.

So, without further ado, here is her third installment of her ongoing connections:

To All Eager Readers,

After all the wonderful excitement of the previous week, I wondered what Lisa would want me to focus on next. She asked me to find out what skills or abilities my star friends wanted to teach me that I could use in the physical world. So on my next meditation trip I decided to return to the ship. I zapped myself into the huge room with the big wall of windows. They all showed a night sky with stars. I jumped to Pim’s office and called for Gloria and Kawsh. I asked them what I could learn that I could use in my physical life. They all moved closer to me and then we were standing next to a red rock wall. I was in the Large Cavern on the Red Planet/Koletash. We were up on the wall on a ledge near where the cavern bends and the river meets up with the heat. There were wispy clouds of steam/vapor floating just below us. I sat down on the ledge and then tugged them down with me. They pushed us out in the air. We were just hovering in a cross-legged sit in the middle of the cavern. We sat in a square or diamond shaped pattern and joined our hands palm to palm. They created a hubcap-sized portal in the middle of us. Then they all just tipped forward and quickly, one after the other, disappeared through it. I tried to follow but didn’t go anywhere. So I called them back and they reappeared. I said, “Let’s try again.” This time we all went through. I saw a little bit of starry space and then we were back on the ship in Pim’s office. I was confused! I already know how to travel by intention. What is different here? Ahhhhhhhhhh! I asked about what I could use in my PHYSICAL life. Holy Shit. They are showing me PHYSICAL travel. Crap and Damn! I can barely see them and only hear them on the rare occasion and they want me to physically travel interdimentionally! Before I can work myself up, I hear “ultimate goal”. They mentioned it several times. Thank God, that seems much more reasonable! As long as I don’t stop and think about the topic at hand! LOL. I know I am not close to being able to do that. That’s like operating a space shuttle when I am trying to figure out the pedals on my bike. So I ask about my next baby step. Is there something I can practice now? Everyone seems happy about this. Pim and Kawsh give each other a high five and sparks fly out where their hands connect. When they pull their hands apart, its like invisible taffy is stuck between them. I can feel the tug and the push pull that is going on. Hmmmmmmm. Are we still talking about travel here, maybe traveling to an individual? No, I asked for something I can practice now. I asked for them to show me again. Kawsh flicks his wrist out, just like Spider Man, and an energetic connection zips out. Ohhh, I get it, I can start practicing by connecting to another person physically in this way. Do they want me to practice with them? Nope. I’m to start connecting in this way with humans, maybe send thoughts/images/feelings. This is exciting. I am feeling a little gob-smacked so I give love out and call it a day.

Of course as soon as I stop and think about this, I started swimming in questions. I mean to start off, is this connection actually physically centered in the hand or am I reading too much into that. I have seen Indian artwork that depicts the eye in the palm of the hand. I don’t know too much about that. I do know that there are charkas in the palms and feet as well as the body. Right? Do I already have a connection like this to people in my life? Do I ask permission to connect to someone? Once I’m connected, how do I get someone’s attention? How do I know when I am connected to someone? Will I feel that push pull energy? If it’s an energy I can feel, will I pluck it like a string or tug on it like a rope? I had the ultimate case of swirly brain.

The next day I decide to go back to the ship with my questions. I went to Pim’s office. Nobody else was there. I swear to God he was projecting an image of a goateed male in a white lab coat and pants. I knew it was him. He reached out and took my hand and it was his normal red hand. I think he did that to confirm that it was him. So I went with his new image and started asking him my questions. I asked him about the connection point in the hand that they had showed me yesterday. He brought me in close to him until our foreheads touched. I assumed that he was showing me the comparison between the hand and the third eye. (Now as I’m typing this up, it occurs to me that he was in human form because I still can’t see his head in his natural form. He wouldn’t have been able to bump foreheads without a head! Sneaky, knowing what I’m going to ask before I ask!) I asked if he was saying that the third eye and the hand chakra were the same and showed him an equal sign. He nodded yes. I asked him to touch the part of me where these connections should orient. He waved his hands around in the air. I asked, “Everywhere?” He nodded yes. I asked, “It doesn’t matter?” Another nod yes. He wanted me to send a connection to him. I thought of him and at my physical body I felt the love for him build in my heart. I took that feeling and pushed it to the space ship I had seen the night before.

Side Story: The night before, I was outside checking out the stars. The first thing I saw was this star blinking like crazy and moving all around down by the horizon. It was so obnoxious that I ignored it immediately as a helicopter. I went on saying hi and getting a few movements from a couple of other stars. The whole time that damn helicopter kept flashing away in the corner of my eye. Finally I turned back to it. I’m staring at it and I get this love sent right to me. Well Damn, it’s my ship! I sent them love back, blew them a kiss and a wave and went in for the night to put the kids to bed.

Back to the main story, I returned my focus to my meditative self back at the ship. I am sitting right in front of Pim and he shows me the thread of light going from his heart to mine. It looks like a tube of light about an inch in diameter. I ask how I get the person on the other ends attention. Strum? Tug? I get a head shake No. He shows me a telephone cable; you don’t tug on those. No, I guess you don’t, do you. Thanks Mr. Obvious. We just send information over a phone line and it goes where it needs to go. If it gets to the other end and the other party is busy, we leave a message and it waits there until they are ready to get it. GOT IT. Damn, was that me or did I just make that way too hard?

I went to visit Gloria on my next visit. I envisioned her bench at her home and popped right in. It was hard to focus on her at first. I had been having an emotionally up and down day. I think my personal vibration was as hard to hold as my state of mind. I knew that she was there but I couldn’t really settle into the meditation for a couple of minutes. Finally I reached out for her hand and held it. That helped me settle in a bit. I asked her one of the unanswered questions that I still had. “Is there a connection between me and the people in my life or do I need to consciously create one with their combined knowledge and approval?” She took me out into space and put me on a giant spider web. Pretty clear image, ok I got it. The connections are already there. I asked if I had a connection to her and she highlighted which one it was. My brain ran away on a field trip of ideas and I dropped out of the connection. So I need to start practicing telepathic connection/communication. I don’t really have anyone in my life who I think would feel completely comfortable doing that with me. There are a few who would do it if I asked. But I don’t want to be indulged. I want people who would be in to it. Who would really try, otherwise what’s the point. Neither of us would learn a damn thing. I need people who I could email or text once or twice a day. We need to keep notes on both ends of what we sent and what they received and vice versa. We could use our records to see how we were improving and refine our technique to get better results.

My next meditation was totally weird and I felt very odd about the whole experience. I was still emotionally unsettled the next day when I attempted it and it felt like I was pushing parts of it. Which is a completely vague description. I’m sorry but it’s the best I got. Anyway, when I read my notes on it later, I felt better about it. Maybe it was because the experience was so different than what I have been doing recently. That is my full disclosure before launching in to it.

I wanted to meet all three space friends but on one of their worlds, to strengthen my connection. I chose the Garden Cavern on Koletash. I created a little sitting area on the floor of the cavern and popped myself there. Gloria was there as her natural tall self. I told them I had not been practicing because I didn’t have anyone to practice with. Gloria pulled my hair back with a hair comb and worked on my antenna a bit. Then she gave me a pearl, which I knew to put in my throat chakra. We were all in a circle and they told me to bring who I needed to me. Clearly after the pearl transfer I needed to use my voice. I closed my meditative eyes. My physical eyes were already closed, of course. I verbally called for “All who made contracts with me, before this life, to help me learn in a telepathic way; come to me or bring me to you. I am ready to start.” I opened my eyes in the meditative world and there was something in the middle of our circle. It looked like a grayish black solid box about 18 inches square. It had a glowing giant red light on top. It was about the size and shape of a tub of that fake butter stuff (what’s it called? Margarine.) The light was quite clear but the box was hard to see clearly. My three friends seemed pleased. What the hell do I do with this? I tried pushing on the red light. I did look like a giant button. Nope, that didn’t do anything. The “thing” started rising up into the air. I imagined a couple of legs onto it and grabbed on to one. I wasn’t sure if I was supposed to go with it. I looked down at my friends and they are just standing looking up at me. Okey dokey then, I guess I’ll just hang on and see where it takes me. We were nearing the ceiling and I pictured it opening so we could get out. It did and off we went at much greater speed out into space. I wanted a better grip and the leg I was holding on to turned into a hand that looked like it had on a black shiny glove. The hand was quite clear to see. We went streaking across the sky like a comet. We landed in an arid wilderness area on Earth. The box pulled a transformer act and unfolded itself into a robot guy. He led me up a hill to see a city back lit with a sunset. I think it was in California, perhaps even Los Angeles because I did hear the letters L & A. However, as I have never traveled to either California or Los Angeles I have no idea what landmarks I should have looked for. I told him, “Let go see the city.” He took my hand again and we flew over the city until we came to a brown ranch style house. We landed in the front yard and he led me straight in the front door. Apparently he doesn’t believe in knocking. I sent out a telepathic, “Hello, can we come in.” as he is pulling me along. The house was quiet and he led me over to an old lady asleep in an armchair. She had grey hair up in a bun. I knelt beside her and shook her knee until she opened her eyes and looked at me. I told her I was meditating and she replied, “Are you really?” It was a very Matrix-esque type of statement. I, of course, assured her that I was. LOL! I asked why I was there. She got out of the chair and turned and walked toward the kitchen. As she turned and walked away, she appeared as a young woman. I followed her into the kitchen and when she turned back around to look at me, she was the old lady again. She gave me some lemonade from her lemon tree in the back yard. I asked who she was. She looked at me and pointed from her chest to mine, “I’m you.” Well Holy Shit. I had a mental image of a prism flash to me. When our soul comes into our bodies it splits off like the colors of the rainbow through a prism. She was telling me (I think) that she is another part of my rainbow, another part of the spectrum of my soul. She says, “I can make you stronger.” She hugs me and a rainbow of light surrounds us. I got bigger and bigger, larger than her house, and so did she. I pulled myself back down to her back yard and asked what do we do next. Do I stay and chat? She says, “Go.” I put my palm up to hers. I see lightning in a horizontal current that runs along both our arms. I go in the house to find my robot guy; he is standing in the living room still but has now become mostly invisible. I take his hand and ask where to next. He flies us back up to the arid mountains and I make some sort of internal smart-ass quip about “don’t I ever get palm trees”. Boom! We turn immediately south until we get to an island at sunset. There is a small shanty village being back lit this time. Everything is very quiet. I don’t see anybody but a young boy playing outside. He runs to me and gives me a hug and the same thing happens again. Rainbow light surrounds us and I expand and go shooting up in the air. I pull myself back down and thank the kid for whatever the hell is happening. Next we go to India. We land on a crowded street. There is a mother holding a baby girl in front of me. The baby held her arms out to me and I took her and gave her a hug. The mother stood there and smiled at me. This time I had a pulled back view of the rainbow energy and it was in a spiral, like DNA. It curled around us and moved like a sine wave in motion. I gave the baby back and felt larger again but more solid this time. It was more like I was a giant human walking around on the crowded street instead of a metaphysical self shooting up in the air. The Robot dude brought me home and sat down across from my still meditating physical body. I tried to communicate with him. All I could see was his hand, all black and smooth and shiny. I decided to ask him yes or no questions and he could nod or shake his fist in answer. Great, now I’m talking to a hand. It was very Adam’s family or the Munsters. I asked, “Are you a robot?” He shook his hand no. “Are you an entity?” He nodded his fist yes. “Will I see you again?” He nodded his fist yes. Okay then…..hmmmmm, I know some American Sign Language, just some of the alphabet. I asked him his name. His fingers spelled out the first letters. I think that there are more but the first three are ATM. Yes I know! I was like, seriously? Anyway that’s the end of the story. I am excited to have met my very own cash-dispensing machine. At least let me rub your belly Mr. ATM!

I met with Lisa the very next day. She was barely audible and the moment I started telling her my experiences she started coughing up a lung. We rescheduled for the next morning. She was much better by then and the longer we talked the stronger her voice got. Yippee! I didn’t take notes of that meeting (I don’t know why-sloppy) but she said the rainbow energy was important. The exact meaning, because I didn’t write it down, I do not recall. She wants me to meet with Mr. ATM during the coming week. She also said that I am ready to bring my three space friends to me here on Earth instead of me going there (we aren’t talking physically folks). That will be interesting (I hope). She also asked for me to try to see Gloria’s planet, which I have not had a glimpse of up until now. And then she said that she could get me a couple of people to practice telepathy with, if I wanted. “Well sure.” I innocently said. Okay so I’m not that innocent, but I didn’t realize that I would get such an enthusiastic response. She posted something on her Facebook page and by the end of the night I had six new wonderful people to practice with. I hear that the response was greater than that but I guess I ended up with those I was supposed to. I am so grateful to anyone who wanted to help me. I cut it off at six because the number seven kept popping in my head and I make number seven. That is probably about right for the time commitment out of my day. We are setting ourselves up to try to send and receive from each other, individually, once a day. So everybody, in theory, would send six data packets and receive six. So if anybody out there wants to work on their own telepathic muscles, we could easily set up a couple more groups for you to play and learn in. Lets wake up and stretch those ESP muscles. I have a date to meet Pim and Kawsh on their planet in 105 years. I am very excited about it! What should I wear? Maybe Gloria will help me do my hair.

Until the Next Chapter,
Esther

For those needing a little extra help in making “contact” I have put together a course to help you focus and strengthening that connection.  Just go to www.mysoulcenter.com to read about it.  Also, the Soul Gym opens this Thursday (May 1st) and every Sunday we will focus on strengthening our connections to our star family.  Please join us in the ongoing adventures!!

Big (((HUGZ)))) and lotsa ET Love to everyone!!

Lisa Gawlas

Esther’s Ongoing Connection to Her Friends From Koletash

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To All Interested Readers,

This is the synopsis of week two of my ET Connect class with Lisa. My biggest concern with my new adventure was not being able to tell the difference between my imagination and information I am receiving. It is still a concern but as the week went on I became more confident. Mostly I love when something happens that is so not on my radar. This helps reinforce and trust in what I am seeing and feeling.

The first solo visit I took was back to the Red Planet, aka “The Zone”. I intentioned myself right to the surface of the planet. I could see red rock and some trees, which remind me of evergreens. I pretty much stayed in one place. The two males were there to meet me. They were hard to see so I started focusing on them individually. I started picking up details but could never see the whole body at once and never the head. Their skin was slightly rough and had a scale like look to it. I couldn’t see any clothing. The skin was red but changed color. When I asked male A to send me his personal vibration, the skin of his neck and shoulder area (this is all I could see at the time) changed to green and purple. It was very pretty and very chameleon like. The colors kind of rippled and shifted as it happened. My youngest son has the best laugh. I grabbed a hold of how it sounds and how it makes me feel and shoved it at him. He changed to a peachy color! It was so cool. I also spent time with male B. He had a softer feeling personality and I could make out a square jaw. I asked him to show me something small. He put a “caterpillar” in my hand. I couldn’t see it except kind of a faint shadowy outline but I could feel it. It was just like holding one of those fuzzy caterpillars but three or four inches long. It was crawling on my hand and up B’s arm. I saw a visual of it turning into a big butterfly and flying off. Then A. snapped out a long frog like tongue and ate it! I squealed like a little girl! I was NOT expecting that. I tried to say that his action came from my imagination. But the caterpillar was gone and A. seemed amused. I asked to see something else. B put a rock in my hand. It was dark with shiny sparkly veins of minerals running through it. The rock was the easiest thing that I could see on this trip. It was quite vivid in my hand. Which of course means that my vibration is pretty equal to their rocks. LOL

That same day I went to visit Gloria as well. I couldn’t get to her home where she wanted to meet up. I landed on the planet that I still couldn’t focus on. I could see her enough to know that she was there to meet me. Then she just started to grow bigger! I’m talking forty feet. Of course I don’t understand what is going on. She gets smaller again and I still can’t focus on her enough to see any details. So I ask her to show me something small like I did with the guys on the Red Planet. She also put something alive in my cupped hands. It was soft and moving and I couldn’t see a damn thing! It did sort of feel like feathers. I wasn’t getting anything else so I asked her to show me her home. I got a fuzzy image of a circular or oval room. I could see a curved bench but not much else. There were no designs on it or anything distinctive. It reminded me of an adobe bench that is made out of the some material as the wall. I wasn’t getting anything else so I ended that visit.

The next day I started by popping in on Gloria, for visit number two, by focusing on her bench. She gave me a dry leaf to eat. Say what? Can’t I at least make some tea with it? But I gathered that ingesting something from her world would make my connection to it stronger. I ate it. I tasted nothing. And no, there were no psychedelic side effects. I could tell during this visit that she is bigger than me, by about twice as much. I am hobbit sized next to her. I am assuming that her super expansion from the day before was a demonstration that my previous visual of her was not an accurate representation. She had told Lisa during our first meeting that she had adopted the image she was projecting to make it easier for Lisa to see her. I totally understand. I still cannot see her except for a blue and white gown. I think I asked her what our connection was. She replied that she is my “great aunt”. If you believe that the Pleiadians seeded our planet and therefore are our “parents”; then she would be the offspring of those that seeded the Pleiadian culture (but on another world). Or perhaps the offspring of the “Grandparents” of the Pleiadians would be more correct, since she used the word “great”. Next she gave me a little faceted bead, which I somehow knew she wanted me to snort up my nose. I kid you not! Its final destination was to my “antenna” or pineal gland or something. Up it went and away I went back home to make dinner and cycle the laundry.
The second time I traveled back to the Zone. My two guys met me outside again. I could see them a little more clearly but still nothing at all from the neck up. I worked on trying to learn their names. A’s name sounded like Kawsh to me and B’s name was easier, it is Pim. I asked what they call their planet and Koletash is what ended up in my head. Do I know if any of these names of correct? Hell no, but they seem to be okay with my attempts. I asked if the Zone, as they call it, was a planet or a planetary system or what. I couldn’t understand what they were telling me so I borrowed some hand symbols from charades. I held my hands a few inches apart and said “planet”, a couple hand widths apart “system”, hands a yard apart “larger than a system”. Kawsh clearly gave the “larger than a system” gesture. I asked to see something small and Pim gave me a feather. It was a little longer than my hand and was blue with some purple on it. I asked what the caterpillar, that they showed me from before, eats. They showed me a plant with a large flower on it. I went to stroke to flower petals and it kind of tried to grab my hand. Not in a startling quick way, more like it tried to wrap its petals around my finger and tug it into itself. Kawsh showed me that the leaves behave to same way. They curl up around what touches them. Our little caterpillar must have interesting eating habits. I asked them to show me something else, something they thought was beautiful. They flashed me an image of cloud waterfall-like feature. I couldn’t tell what it was. Was it water or water vapor or clouds? I couldn’t tell. There didn’t seem to be any movement to it. But like I said, I just got a flash of an image. I asked what one of their homes looked like and almost saw a building. It was dark and there was light shining through windows and I got the impression that it was underground. I couldn’t get myself to go there and signed off for the day.

Visit number three to Koletash, a red planet in the Zone, started the next day. I decided to first check out the waterfall-like feature that they showed me yesterday. I still couldn’t quite make out what it was; but I slid down the opening where the “falls” went downward. I went down into a straight shaft cave. It was very deep but there wasn’t much to look at besides rock walls. I went to the bottom and a big river was flowing at the bottom. I jumped in and let the water take me on its journey through the ground. It turned and twisted and went up and down. I wondered if there was any life down there and immediately saw glow-in-the-dark (with neon colors) creatures on the walls and ceiling of the riverbed. I was going quickly and didn’t stop to check out anything in detail. They were like the life that we would see here on Earth in caves or the deep ocean. I suddenly came out at the top of a waterfall that shot out over a large cliff and plunged down to the floor of a large cavern. The cavern was huge and completely underground. There was a light source in the middle of the ceiling of the cavern. I now was just hovering in the air near where the waterfall comes out of the cavern wall. There is a city below on both sides of the river. The city is built up on both sides of the cavern along the walls. It is very reminiscent of southwestern United States style of cliff dwelling or any other arid regions style of building on top of each building in a stair step type fashion. I remembered the sight of the city from my very first visit to this planet! I flew over the city looking for Kawsh and Pim. I sent out the desire for them to wave me down. Sure enough, I found them on a short walled roof top patio. We talked about the city or more like I marveled about it. I asked them about the light source, which I couldn’t focus on to see. I understood that they control the light. I asked them to show me what they eat. They showed me a plate with a few things on it but I couldn’t make them out. I asked to see something else and they showed me a few fruits/vegetable that had assorted shapes and colors. These were easier to see. I asked them what a female of their species looked like. They showed me a similar body to theirs only a little smaller (I still can’t see heads). I said, “So they don’t have breasts.” Immediately I hear, “No they have glands.” And I swear to god glands was said all slow and horny…GLAAANNNDDSSS! LOL I laughed for a while! I asked if they have live birth since they are clearly not human. I saw a fertilized egg/s come out of a mouth. I don’t know if it was a male or female mouth. They then showed me this little platform/box/bed that was in the house. They put the egg/s (I think only 1or 2 at a time) on this platform and it keeps the baby at the right temp and moisture until it evolves into the adult shape (only baby size). The coolest part of this whole amazing experience is that the baby is conscious and able to communicate through this whole process! Is that mind blowingly cool or what? That was pretty much enough for me at that point and I gave out hugs and left.

The next trip out of the solar system took me back to Gloria’s home for my third visit. I sat on the curved bench and she sat on a pillow on the floor so she wouldn’t loom over me I suppose. The first thing she gave me when I got there was a tiny thin piece of metal. I could see it in my hand about an inch and a half long. I couldn’t focus on it very well. It didn’t seem to have any other features, just a straight tiny piece of metal. I kept getting “hair pin” popped in my thoughts. But it didn’t look like a barrette or bobby pin, how was I supposed to make it stay in my hair. Anyway I put it up there anyway and I think it attached to my antenna. Well at least I didn’t have to snort it up there this time! Next I don’t know if it was my idea or hers but I started practicing focusing on objects that she gave me. There was a pillow with a gold and black pattern and different fabric textures. A jack-in-a-box was next with different colors on each side and a head on the Jack that was not a jester. I think it was a snake. There was a little chair and a ring off of her hand. I don’t remember the details of those. I almost saw her face this time. She has large almond shaped eyes that are dark. Her face, from looking directly at her, is wide at across the forehead and a small tapered chin. Her skin is peachy/tan.

I went to see Kawsh and Pim during the next meditation. This was my forth visit to their world. I intentioned myself to their patio. It was night this time. I could see the windows glowing in the part of the city that was across the river. I asked what the temperature was like in the cavern. I could feel the heat on my ears. It is quite hot, uncomfortably so for me. It is also very humid and sauna-like. There was a light behind me and I turned around and saw an open door to a home. I went into a living room, which looked very standard with a couch and coffee table. I don’t know if this visual was so I would know what the room is for or what. Pim was sitting on the couch with Kawsh sitting on something to the left of the low table. I knelt at the table and asked them to show me something. I still can’t focus on them very clearly. Pim gave me some sort of technology that was gold and kind of rolled and curled/flowed around my hand as I turned my hand up and down. I couldn’t see it clearly but it seemed to the like an energetic current. There were no discernable parts. I had no idea what it was! They seemed to be amused by my puzzlement and wonder. Kawsh seemed to show me that they rub in over their skin, which is kind of scale-like if you will recall. So I’m thinking that they were showing me a cleaning tool of some sort. No wonder they thought I was funny! Well, they came to me for humor! My notes then say, “Then they played with me!” Did I elaborate? No. I have a faint memory of tossing the glowing energy tool around to each other. But anything more is long gone.

Visit number four to Gloria started in her home at the bench. I didn’t see her there so I started to tap into the “feel” of the planet, which I have not been able to see at all. I can hear a low sound. I start to see all these black feathers. It confuses me and I open my physical eyes to see if there is a shadow being cast on me or something. Nothing is different from when I had started the meditation. So I go back and start again. This time I can see that its not feathers but faceted black rock. It is just like the look of an arrowhead. There are very regularly spaced oval chips that have been taken out of the rock. And the rock is completely surrounding me. I am in an underground textured chamber. Gloria is with me now. I am rather in awe and just staring around. There are arches and tunnels leading off somewhere. I can see these because there are a few other people down here as well that are moving around with individual lights. Other than that I don’t see any light. I think that the chamber I was in had a deeper section in the middle that had water at the bottom. The deeper section was maybe twenty feet across. I couldn’t tell if it was oval or round or how deep it was. The section I was on stepped down on a path that went around the deep section. The path was 8-10 ft wide. So the room was definitely focused on the hole/sunken section. The resonance that I could hear when I was at Gloria’s was much more distinct and loud. I got the image of a wine glass rim being rubbed. Where the sound came from I don’t know. Maybe it came from something the individuals were doing down there or maybe it came from the planet itself. The faceted walls, ceiling and floor could have easily been cut to amplify the sound or tune it in a specific way. Very interesting! I went back up to Gloria’s and asked her to work on my antenna some more. She showed me that I needed a “satellite dish”. She cupped some small electrical flowing energy in her hand that was kind of cup or ear shaped. I don’t remember her giving it to me but I assume I got it. Back home I went.

The next day I went to visit Gloria first. For visit number five, I decided to try to explore her home a little further. Up to this point, I have been meeting her on the curved bench along a curved wall. I know that across from the bench is a curved surface with no back. Just like the bench I am on it is counter top height for little human me but would be bench height for Gloria. I start to walk around it and it continues on in a horseshoe shape. On the open end are stairs that go down. I hop down to the bottom. It is much brighter down here, to bright for me to see anything. I saw a flash of pillows on the other side of the light but cant make out anything further. I meet Gloria back up on our bench and want to concentrate on something that I want her to see. I think about it for a bit and decide to paint her toenails. I concentrate on all the details like base coat, little decals and glittery stones and topcoat. I have no idea was she thought of her toes. I’m pretty sure I was getting amused indulgence from her about choosing that to show her. She reach out and pulled the hair on my head straight up. This was not painful. It was kind of like static electricity. Then after a bit, she smoothed my hair back down except for this one straight dark grey wire that came out of the top of my head by about a foot. She gave me this little metal piece that was about the size of an old fashioned key. It was brass and the bottom section was a smooth, pencil thick, and round. The top was a little thicker and the same color. It was not smooth but bumpy or ridged in some way. There were also red stones sprinkled around on the top section. It was like a mini finial. I “knew” to screw it onto the top of the wire coming out of my head. We then played that old school ESP game of “guess what’s on the other side of these cards”. Some were numbers and shapes but then she upped the ante to ideas. One that I remember clearly was the idea of a blinking light. She never showed me what was on the other side of the cards. I just told her what I thought it was and then she moved on to the next. When I couldn’t “see” anymore we stopped for the day.

On visit number five to the Zone, I decided to check out the light source at the top of the city’s cavern. I hovered right below it and checked it out. It looked like a big cluster of rectangular crystals. They were completely irregular in layout, sort of like when you dump out a box of French fries. It was warm to the touch but not hot. I turned around and looked down at the city. OMG!!!!! I was really high and the view was stunning to me. I guess I really didn’t know how big this cavern was. I wondered how many people lived down here and immediately received “10,000” as an answer. I, of course, thought that the figure was quite small given the size of the planet. I then had a series of flashes that showed me other underground cities around the planet. I went down to the river and floated in it as it went past the city and around the bend of the cavern. Previously I had seen red light and steam coming from there. I saw that the river met up with volcanic vents and that’s where the heat and humidity, which I felt in the city, were coming from. Now here comes the cool part! On the walls behind the volcanic vents, there are all these arched doorways in many layers going up the walls. It was very coliseum like. I went up and though one. There was a short hall that sloped up a bit and turned just slightly and opened into another big cavern. This one was not as large and wide and the city cavern. But it was Very Bright! When I looked up at the ceiling, I saw three pyramid shaped lights spaced across the ceiling. They were much more precise and uniform than the light source in the city cavern. I understood that they focused the natural light from outside. I think that they grow some of their food in there with the tunnels bringing moisture and heat into this cavern and also are used as access to the different levels and floor for harvesting. I also was told that they hunt on the surface. Wheeeee! That was exciting enough, so I called it a day.

Lisa had suggested that besides going to my new friends respective planets, I could meet all three on their ship. During the last meditation before meeting up with her again I decided to give it a try. I went “back in time” to when the ship was parked just over Lisa’s driveway. I “knocked” mentally and a lift came down out of the bottom of the ship. Now keep in mind that I can’t see any more of the ship than the very bottom few feet. It is silver and smooth and that is about all I know. I went up to a clear walled landing area. I could see (indistinctly) that there were many people going about their business. I call for my three folks and there they were. They took me right into a huge room. We were on a second story balcony. There were people below but I couldn’t see what they were doing. The outside curve of the room was a giant wall of windows (for all I knew). There was blue sky and clouds on all of them. The room was much larger than I would have suspected giving me an idea of just how large the ship was. I asked how high above the Earth we were and then got to watch (from an outside bottom of the ship view) as we quickly ascended into orbit around the planet. I asked how the ship compared in size to our space station. And they showed me an image of them side by side. It would be like the Titanic next to a lifeboat. I asked if my friends had offices or labs or assigned rooms or something? I was taken to Pim’s lab. Gloria was in there with him but not Kawsh. Gloria works with him as a “facilitator”. He studies humans of course! LOL But he said, “not only humans”, just at the moment. I saw a flash of Kawsh’s work area, which meant nothing to me, white pipes in a white room. I got the impression that he is in the “engineering” section. Why is he hanging out with me? He is curious of course. About this time I notice that Gloria is normal human size. I wondered if it was a projection of her body. I was shown that she really does change her body shape to fit on the ship more comfortably. Which I was quite amazed about. She even showed me the pressure feeling of shrinking. I asked how long she could stay that way. It didn’t seem very comfortable. She said a couple of years. What? Damn! I then found myself sitting on a being’s lap who kept growing bigger and bigger until I said, “I feel like a mouse!” Then I suddenly expanded myself so that I was his size! Weird. The feeling of expansion was pretty cool though. I think that Gloria was acting through me during this little demonstration even though everything seemed like my idea. LOL I have no idea why I would have decided to expand myself. But then again, I seem to be having lots of unexpected ideas lately. Kawsh then showed me a representation of the energy source that powers the ship (which was way above my science level). I did ask, “Don’t you use thought and intention to move the ship?” The answer is that they use thought and intention to direct the ship but it interacts with the energy source to get the job done. They don’t need the energy source to just move their physical self. (Perhaps this is why Gloria doesn’t loose her mind; she can leave whenever she needs to.) Gloria then gave me a “hair ribbon”. It was a gold metallic strip that was cut into a fringe along one side. It was rather crunchy feeling. Ahhh Gloria, always adding onto my headgear! I wrapped it around my head and headed home.

Until the next chapter of my adventure,
Esther

Joining All the Galaxies Together In One Place for Expression.

ET studies us too.

This is a blog I could have never ever foreseen myself putting together.  Until March 2014 I really had no affinity to our friends in the skies.  Don’t get me wrong, I know they are there, my spiritual team early on was filled with amazing Pleiadians.

With all the shifting this earth has been going thru, the intense light quota that now is permeating this sphere of existence, within our own expanding consciousness, it has allowed a much easier reach thru the stars for connections.

For those who may read this and am not familiar with me or what I do, I am a spiritual reader.  This March, something massive changed in the field of readings, ET’s started showing up in droves to be seen and connected with.  To the point some started hijacking the entire reading, wanting so much to connect to whomever I was reading for.  I also started realizing, if the person didn’t make contact between readings, they showed up again.

I realized that some folks may need a little help securing their connection with their friends from the stars so I decided to put together a package to help facilitate and strengthen their connection.  Setting myself up as a go between has been an incredibly enlightening  journey and I am learning so much about our interplanetary friends and heart-felt desires from them to not only connect, but help assist directly with our evolution forward.

Many are looking to enhance our own spiritual skill sets, bring us forward in what we are able to do.  It is so time to become more than we ever realized we could be.

But, I am also learning, nothing is ever one way, not even with our friends from the stars.  They are equally learning many things from us for their own evolution as well.

I find this new journey I am (we are) on, one of the most humbling parts of my entire adventure on this crazy, exciting spiritual expansion we are all on.

Our friends and family from the stars come to us with excitement, with love, with eagerness to connect and they are doing all they can to make that happen, especially now.   I am also finding, there is connections that await any human who so desires to connect.  Altho I LOVE being the go between for the connections, you do not need me at all.  I have created a written meditation exercise to launch you into the outer atmospheres of earth to other worlds of existence where you have friends waiting for you.  This Medication to connect will be a link at the top of this blog (where home and about is located) as soon as I figure out how to get it there!! lol

I am going to use this blog for sharing what I am learning about our star family and most importantly, what YOU have learned from them as well.  Please email me your stories of connections and experiences and I will weave them into the sharings of this blog.  My email address is lisagawlas@gmail.com.

Please bear with me as I grow this blog and add sections as I figure out how.  I will be back again to get the sharing of interaction from our star family rolling soon.

Please follow the journey as it unfolds and even more than that, please share you experiences with us too!!

With so much love and honor for those who dare to go where very few on this planet have ever gone to before!!

Lisa Gawlas

www.mysoulcenter.com